Self harm

Cuts, scratches, harm, pain, punches.

I could go on. I've done it all. All over my body. It makes me sick even thinking about everything I've done over the years.

But when i start, it's hard to stop. It's like a need to have some power how i inflict pain on myself. But i do it anyway.

I hurt. I hurt. I hurt myself daily. It's a kind of relief. To take away the pain inside my head. Great logic, right. Inflict pain to get rid of pain inside my head.

I guess i don't do well in these situations.